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hmm... man, I usually don't care for holidays, but this year was quite pleasant...wen't to my grandma's house on christmas day, then on the 26th ashley and I went to my aunt toni's.... It was well worth it. My cousin Liam got a kickass paintball gun.... he and I shall have to rendezvous this summer to test it out.... ok, so Christmas was very bountiful this year...
I got a new 80GB i-Pod (black)
$675 (for either a new laptop--which may not be necessary after all-- or a nintendo Wii)
A rubix Cube
AND
The gift that keeps on giving: a new job offer.... YES! tues-thursdays 4:30-7:30 PM babysitting for a 6 year old boy in Royal oak... every week.... BUAHAHAHA!
I still have one more family party to go to before the break is over... I also have several engagements with people between now and the third.... some seem more promising than others....
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[18 Dec 2007|08:59pm] |
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yes, so anyways...
I was elated to discover that we had a snow day yesterday... I even did a victory dance... it was a sight to behold, I assure you all...I am stoked about break next week... I may even be able to spend some time with people whom I am usually too busy to hang out with. Lots of x-mas shopping left to do, so far I have only officially purchased one thing... lot's of random holiday parties to attend, plenty of battles over what I can/cannot wear to these parties to be had--with my mother. There are a few things I really miss lately, one of them is my G.G, yesterday was the 8 year anniversary of her passing and ever since, x-mas just hasn't been the same...although,sadly she is not the only person I miss lately, and for that matter, there are a lot more things than holidays that don't seem right anymore....
Cheers.
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[01 Dec 2007|02:08pm] |
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Ok.
So, after almost and entire week of being stuck at home with the stomach flu, I am not longer a hot bed of the plague and I shall return to my scholastic undertakings on monday.. which is a late start.... HUZZAH!
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen, for your time.
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[25 Nov 2007|07:12pm] |
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FUCKFUCKITYFUCKFUCKFUCK!
DAMNIT!
I went to the DIA today... it was GREAT.... until I ran into Rafi...
I knew in the back of my mind today that I would run into him... I had a sneaking suspicion... and of course... It happens.... I was walking through the asian art gallery and my stomach essentially did backflips, I looked up and low and behold... who did I see standing there, walking towards me???? RAFI. Gah
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[15 Nov 2007|08:56pm] |
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)
Doctor Shadow
2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Chocolate Peanut Butter Oreo
3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your middle name)
Eell
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Chartreuse Koala
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Elizabeth Warren
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Vanel
7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Cerulean Sprite
8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
James Daniel aka: "Jimmy Dan"
9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent)
Adrenaline
10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's middle names)
Francis Douglas
11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (your 5th grade teacher's name and a major city starting with the same letter)
West Wolverhampton
12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
Autumn Gerbera Daisy
13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now)
Banana Pants
14. HIPPIE NAME: (What you had for breakfast, your favorite tree)
Bagel Bonzai
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| Am I the only one who finds is odd? |
[15 Nov 2007|08:38pm] |
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Why must you ALWAYS be right?
I mean seriously....of all the people in the world, you would think that I would be the last person who needs convincing of your "keen and penetrating" observational skills... But must you point it out EVERY TIME when I am perhaps wrong or at least fooling myself? I swear to Lord Ganesha, sometimes, people NEED to fool themselves. Also, why can't we argue like NORMAL people... I mean... most people do not have humorous arguments... and they don't typically walk away laughing or smiling either...
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[22 Oct 2007|09:56pm] |
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About damn time...
I FINALLY have the computer to myself... I JUST finished my PA paper...which was due LAST Friday...
My cat died yesterday... he was 18.... So he was suffering immensely I suppose... I am seriously starting to re-think my career path, I mean I still want to go into education, and I will probably start off teaching Special Ed. as planned, however I am seriously considering majoring in Human Sexuality and becoming a sex therapist... I couldn't honestly tell you WHY I want to be a sex therapist... It just always interested me.. besides, the six-figure income doesn't exactly hurt either....
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[01 Oct 2007|07:12pm] |
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oh, I created a l-j for my poetry... its not amazing... but its what I do...
Add it if you want...
d0ct0r_strange
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| Word of Advice. |
[29 Sep 2007|11:36pm] |
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Don't tell someone's friends that you intend to "dodge" them at homecoming... and then expect them not to find out and or AVOID YOU LIKE THE PLAGUE.
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| R.I.P Shelby |
[21 Sep 2007|05:35pm] |
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My dog died. Her name was Shelby... she was only 3 years old... she lived with my grandma. I do not know exactly how she died... but I am noticing a pattern with my grandmother and animals... the longer they live with her... the shorter their lives will be... I am really sad right now.... I don't even know what to say really...
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[16 Sep 2007|08:41pm] |
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Over-worked and SICK.... yeah... thats all I've got....
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[12 Sep 2007|04:58pm] |
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Ok. I am morbidly depressed. This is totally NOT cool. Nor was it how I intended to start off my senior year... I NEVER thought I would be saying this... but I would give anything (withing reason...or without... I am that desperate) for a date to homecoming.... and that is just the tip of the ice burg my friends... I feel like I have SOO MUCH going on and I am actually doing really well as far as having a job (3 in fact) and getting my school work accomplished.... But I feel so empty inside and just plain lonely... I mean sure, I see people... but there are different types of loneliness... I just feel like there is so much that I am missing out on in my life right now... I really don't like to rant and bitch about my problems to my friends... besides... you have your own shit to deal with... that is why we have livejournals... so we can type out how we feel and if someone reads them... awesome...if not... oh well...
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| Probably the BEST and most relateable song in the world to me. |
[05 Sep 2007|09:28pm] |
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NEVER THERE-- CAKE
I need your arms around me,
I need to feel your touch,
I need your understanding, I need your love,
So much,
You tell me that you love me so,
You tell me that you care,
But when I need you, (BABY)
Baby, (You're never there),
On the phone,
Long long distance,
Always through such,
Strong resistance,
When first you say,
You're too busy,
I wonder if you,
Even miss me,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there,
A golden bird that flies away,
A candle's fickle flame,
To think I held you yesterday,
Your love was just a game,
A golden bird that flies away,
A candle's fickle flame,
To think I held you yesterday,
Your love was just a game,
You tell me that you love me so,
You tell me that you care,
But when I need you, (BABY)
Baby,
Take the time,
To get to know me,
If you want me,
Why can't you just show me,
We're always on,
This roller coaster,
If you want me,
Why can't you get closer,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there
ACTUALLY.... THIS SONG ALSO PRETTY MUCH SUMS IT ALL UP...
Love you madly--Cake
I don't want to wonder
If this is a blunder
I don't want to worry whether
We're gonna stay together
'Till we die
I don't want to jump in
Unless this music's thumping
All the dishes rattle in the cupboards
When the elephants arrive
I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly
I don't want to fake it
I just want to make it
The ornaments look pretty
But they're pulling down the branches
Of the Tree
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to talk about it
When I kiss your lips
I want to sink down to the bottom
Of the sea
I want to love you madly
I want to love you now, yeah
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly
I don't want to hold back
I don't want to slip down
I don't want to think back to the one thing that I know I
Should have done
I don't want to doubt you
Know everything about you
I don't want to sit across the table from you
Wishing I could run
I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly
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[05 Sep 2007|08:39pm] |
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Ok, let's just say, that I have decided that there are going to be some changes in my life, for the better... and I will be damned if I let other people's opinions effect my decisions anymore... FUCK inhibitions... this could get interesting... to say the least.
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| Tunes |
[02 Sep 2007|10:44pm] |
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| New Favorite song... [Thank you Chrissy, for making me hip to Paolo Nutini] |
[30 Aug 2007|11:22pm] |
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Last Request
Slow down, lie down
Remember it's just you and me
Don't sell out, bow out
Remember how this used to be
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
I've found that I'm bound to wander down that long way road, ohhh
And I realize all about your lies,
But I'm no wiser than the fool that I was before.
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight.
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
Baby, baby, baby
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
ooohhhh wohhhhohhh, yeah
Lay down beside me
One last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me.
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[30 Aug 2007|05:28pm] |
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2007-08 Semester 1 Schedule Day 1 JOURNALISM - Campeau PROJECT ADVANCE - Cierpial APPLIED PERSONAL MATH - Zryd CHINESE - CASA [Liu] PHILOSOPHY - CASA [Asheton] Day 2 SOCIOLOGY - Schultz
SEMINAR - Campeau
EXPERIENTIAL EDUCATION - Waldman
CHINESE - CASA [Liu]
PHILOSOPHY - CASA [Asheton] |
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[14 Aug 2007|10:53pm] |
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'ello my cheeky darlings... just dropping by for shits and giggles.
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| Two poems by Emily Dickenson that I like... |
[05 Aug 2007|10:55am] |
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He fumbles at your Soul
As Players at the Keys
Before they drop full Music on --
He stuns you by degrees --
Prepares your brittle Nature
For the Ethereal Blow
By fainter Hammers -- further heard --
Then nearer -- Then so slow
Your Breath has time to straighten --
Your Brain -- to bubble Cool --
Deals -- One -- imperial -- Thunderbolt --
That scalps your naked Soul --
Emily Dickenson He touched me, so I live to know That such a day, permitted so, I groped upon his breast. It was a boundless place to me, And silenced, as the awful sea Puts minor streams to rest. And now, I'm different from before, As if I breathed superior air, Or brushed a royal gown; My feet, too, that had wandered so, My gypsy face transfigured now To tenderer renown. Emily Dickenson
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| uhh yeah... |
[01 Aug 2007|05:37pm] |
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I would just like to make the statement public that: I WOULD LIKE COMMENTS on my LIVEJOURNAL POSTS....
Please and thank you.
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